Want to go back to memory lane – Question is Can I ?

Sometime I really work with myself to solve some questions. But as me, I always end up getting nothing. I asked Sourav Ganguly (my self) why I’m like this. When I know I have nothing to loose then why can’t I go for everything. Do I really have something to loose. Or it’s the feeling that I will loose something which is mine (according to my absent minded though). However I think that I should work on my own mind restructuring once again. Will this be the solution of my problems? Still I’m not sure.

Sometime I act very confusing as I’m now. But some how I’m finding myself is talking me now while I’m drafting this blog post. I want to say Sourav don’t do which you can do for ever, you are able to take up things now as you have a hot blood, but what if you become cold blooded. Will you be able to endure? Sourav Ganguly thinks that he will be where the answer is BIG NO…

Sometime we don’t have the control over our doings. But at the later stage of life we realize that those did were not correct. Then we pay the penalty to life. Life has every thing stored for us in its hard drive; the best part is it doesn’t crash ever. It will be there till the time life wants it to be there.

I started with lots of motive to make it happen, rather than a normal date… So, the move was a bit different, but some how it turned out to be the most happening day of my life, I wish if I could go back to those days and say a few words to myself before giving a hug…

I know it’s very confusing but let the confusion be the part of my life. I will enjoy being confused. I have given the opportunity to life to make this confusion work or not work. Actually other than this I’ve nothing form my end to pull this up. Again all the best to me (Sourav Ganguly)